“Sometimes he bangs his head against the wall until blood pours from his ears and delusions of what never was dance before his eyes and angry ghosts materialize.”
“It’s real. Hello. I can’t feel…no." She’s never satisfied. She was never satisfied. She’s never happy. She’s never in love. She never loved me. She sliced her throat. She can’t leave me alone. She’s watching me. She’s never happy
Read MoreI must be unattractive,
polka dot and terribly unslim,
thick lens glasses, gap-tooth smile
to just reject me on a whim
“It’s not you. I just don’t like your style.”
I must be unattractive
Long bulby toes, stringy hair.
I’m sorry I’m not pretty
I have nothing nice to wear.
Crazy ways are evident, in the way
you’re wearing your clothes
Sippin’ booze is precedent as
the evening starts to glow.
I told your mama I’d get you
home but I didn’t tell her I
had no car.
I saw a lion he was standing
alone with a tadpole in a jar.
Boy Nexdore’s never awake
And she can’t sleep alone
Nothing soft, nothing sweet
Boy left only bone
And he’s just like Daddy was
Small mouth, big jaws
Today, today at the dentist my hygienist said to me: "Well it's a good thing you're beautiful!" after my good 5-minute rant about my bad hearing, bad eyesight, dislocated jaw, among other things. My bad genetics.
And I swear I smiled so big I almost cried, even though I only half believed her.
Read MoreGod, he loved you so much
And then he destroyed you,
Ripped you to pieces, ribs from hips
You never question, don’t question,
You never question, purse your lips.
God, he threw you to the dogs
Your naked body amongst the rosebud
Crunching, slurping, tasting, gulping
He gathered up the remaining blood
And painted pretty pictures with it
